Cheryl
JingHui
Rachael
Kharmin
Chelsea
Delphia
YiXin
Winnie
Jaslyn
Clarissa
Rachel
JieShi
JiaLe(Ng)
JiaLe(Soh)
Joan
Nora
Sophia
Charmaine
Leoo
Jasmine
YingXuan
Stephanie
Cheryl
PeiYu
Majorie
Sarah
Charlotte
Siu Sian
Hui Wen
Aolin
Melissa
Cindy
Zin
FengMei
SokLing
Tyypey
Brian
Charmaine
Tian Xiong
MeiYu
WeiAan
Joel
Yao Cheng
Nicole
Gaius
WeiSheng
Joey

 Basically , there 's nothing going on between me and baby already , since he

said he won't do stuffs similar to yesterday's , so I should believe him , and the

things I promised him , of course I will try my best not to give him any empty

promises . Today is the 28th , so this really big day is coming which is our

first monthniversary , I know it's sounds stupid because it isn't first anniversary

or what yet I'm so elated and excited about it . We 're planning where to go ,

and stuffs , just now I asked super lots of questions to baby , wonder whether

is he irritated not , laughs !

Baby , I 'm going to share with you what's on my mind and what's in my heart .
I wanted to tell you :

I love you

&
I miss you like hell now . There 's nothing negative that's in my mind now . Haha !
(:

 I will never forget today is the first time you did all these to me , you

kept denying that you 've changed , in fact the most scariest thing is

that you changed without you knowing . I was a bit shocked

and I jammed at those words you used on me , I was thinking what

's on earth that made my love one this way . Indeed that's scary .

I didn't know what to do or what to say , you 'll never ever know

how deep the pain and hurt is . Seriously , I do really love you alot

and cherish you alot , you 're important to me , I don't even think

of losing you at all . I couldn't believe that today , you suddenly

became like this . I didn't want to see you like this , I 'm so sorry

not to pick up your calls , I didn't meant to make you worry . Somehow

I felt I lost something or what when I sent you the last message ,

it was a great blow indeed and I really can't bear , but just can't help

thinking of the two things you did for the first time in this relationship.

What am I to you? A person that you can love and cherish or a person

whom you can scold or shout . I don't know , sorry my dear .

I do really love you alot .

I feel that I better don't be a person , being a person is so hard !

 Merry christmas

I can't say I celebrated christmas this year , because I went to work on

christmas eve which is yesterday . And I swear all the customers had

taken up all the sits , what a busy day we had yesterday . After our work ,

in order to celebrate christmas as well as thanking us for our labour , we

ought to eat steamboat at our workplace , manager 's treat . And exchanged
gifts , laughs . So catch train back home . Today spent my day quite wisely .

I love Eugene Lee Wei De.

 

Starting off with yesterday , I made sushi especially for baby at my working
place , at first it was kinda nice , as in it did really look like sushi , at least not
those sushi that doesn't look like sushi . Hahaha , when I got home in the middle
of the night , I used a knife to slice the sushi . But it somehow got ruined . ):
So today went off to meet baby and gave him my ai xin wu can , hopefully
the sushi that I gave him made his stomach bloated . (: Anyway , spent my
whole day with him today and currently at his house . Aww , I love him ! (: